2010年2月9日星期二

Speechless.

Some might say, Love is like fairytale.
But I say, Love can be hurtful still.

Cause we're all human
We all make mistake and never regret

We know we won't be together is just a matter of time
Just a matter of time.

We never speak with all the truth from heart
We made it wrongly and we broke it from start.

No matter how we tried and tried
Even though we cried and cried and cried.

We'll never fix the wound that's lying inside
We might as well just let it die and say goodbye

Maybe One day we will realise
The reasons hiding behind.


When the day, we all turned speechless,
Yaa it would be, and let it be.

2010年2月5日星期五

Elders.


Grandma. (ehm it's my mama's mama.)
This is the only photo being captured with her.

And of course I don't have any photo to capture with both of my grandpa.

Yesterday I got shocked when knowing
mum and dad were rushing Grandma's place.

And as usual, my mum acted like very nervous gum,
I thought what had happen to her uhh.

uhm just having hypoglycemia lurh.
and of course she will argue about something unnecessary.

I think it was not a problem.
since they went back so fast haa.

Actually the very last time that I met my grandma was a long time ago.
I think before my SPM gua,can't remember the exact date, in hospital.

What I still remembered was she does always saying others steal her $$.
but how real is it, who knows.

I just have a simple thought that,
She just have Money Money and Money in her mind.

I didn't meant that I disrespect her lar.
Maybe our family relationship is not that tight so....

Im still wondering can she recognise my face and my name.
I knew I knew, Have to be patience to elders mar.

This is so-called Grandchildren.
generasi baru?

Well, above mentioned is my dad's mum.
And Now I should mention about my mama's mum.

Truly,I admired her much indeed.

She was already 70++ but she's still energitic.
Last few weeks she still helped to paint the gate thim.

anyway I felt why let an elder to do such job?
so wrong.

I guessed she is a tough woman that can live without others helping,
Maybe for family too and it's called a grandeur mother's love ?

I really had fun to listen about her story from my mum,
although the way of my mum to convey it is so so so dull.

yaa and my grandfather was cute too.
But unluckily I don't even have a chance to see him.

Both of my grandpa passed away in the year which I borned.
25th September, 1992.

This is a little pity for me larr.
How good if they were still around.

Be frank with you, I don't know anything about my grandpa.
name, year of born, birthday, hobby, habits, etc.

After tidy up according my mum's story
I think he was a man who obeyed to wife much. haha.

Ohh its really funny, share with you if got chance.

My mum said,He did what my grandma asked to.
My mum said,He liked to listen music, haa same as me.

My mum said,He ran his crasstitude hands through my soft skin when I first borned.
All were a story, exactly new story for me, from my mum.none of truthfulness.

Uhh don't know why, suddenly feel that My way of thinking changed.
my perspective is so different recently, and this is so-called grown up?

I miss them. and uhh what Im' crying for.

2010年2月3日星期三

Money matter.

同朋友出去应该点找数
尤其是同D唔系好熟嘅朋友

有时其实唔系真系唔得闲
不过惊会担心AA制会好尴尬

好熟嘅朋友仲话okay喇
其实要我请你都无问题嘅

最怕都系要唔系好熟嘅朋友俾钱
想还返俾人又被拒绝 都唔知点报答

好唔好意思个嘛.

用男朋友嘅都okay嘎
仲用得几爽下.

所谓'you gimme your money, I give you my body'.
(copyright from sib717. hees. )

咁,我应该用咩偿还债.

不过讲真喇,如果男生连一毫纸都同你计
会觉得巨好无风度咯

*

到底 我算乜野.

--

2010年2月1日星期一

In Love Again.

When you smile my life becomes a ray of light
sing me a lullaby to sleep at midnight
I'll be hypnotized when looked into your eyes
Turn off the room light. Let's spend the night

Take me to far away. Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears. Take all my pain for which
I'll repay someday with a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in love, in love again.

When the stars don't shine
And when the birds don't fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red
and when the rose turn blue
Baby I"ll still be in love with you

Take me to far away. Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears. Take all my pain for which
I'll repay someday with a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in love, in love again.

Take me to far away. Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears. Take all my pain for which
I'll repay someday with a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in love, in love again.

*

Your simple words could pull me down, and raise me up.
I think I just simply fall for you. WHY. why why.

It's a good news what.
But why it sounds so fake.

Pheww..Who cares who still love someone.
Come on, who cares werr.

I really wanna laugh at that 情圣.
What you thought about yourself uhh.

Suffering, hurting, tearing,and crying.
Fool, that's just simply all were over.

Enough.Enough Enough.

Don't you think,
sometimes explain could make the situation worst.

How good If nothing happened last night.
You're affected my good mood badly.

真系好鬼想捻死你咯.

You see how good is my relationship with XXX now.
Just skipped about the history only.

A best friend again.

2010年1月31日星期日

Blood Pumping.

Feel so good. Dai gor lui jor.
It's my first time to drive for almost two hours.

Of course the car learning lessons were not included in.
Still the same thing, FISH.

Hoo I think that uncle wanted to help me
as he thought that I duno how to refill petrol.

But I really love him.
Yo Love die him.

No one could be so warmhearted in this fast pace world.
Yea Included me, I would lend a hand to the strangers too.

Yaa I admitted I was kinda,very,extremely selfish when driving.
I would let a way to others, never. Maybe Im the Pure citizen.

My hands trembling along the way to JJ.
I scared to follow the wrong road hmm.

The second thing I scared was for finding car parking.
haa fortunately I got a best parking ever.

And the third thing was I lost my way in the carpark.
Damn jam at there. It could almost made me shout for rescue haas.

Hoo here was the Climax throughout this plot.
Ohh this happened when I wanted to put the parking card into the mechines.

Uhm You know lar, My hand is freaking short man.
Of course I cnt reach for it lurh.

So I thought that I could reach for it
If I make a long arm with my door opened.

However, This is the funny part.
For sure, my stupid hand was still a far distance from the mechine.

Ahh Oh my god. And I panicked jor.
So I Went out from car with a wrong gear.

Whoahh Scare until urea also wanna come out edi.
My handphone was injured just because of this.

Again, I saw another guys teasing me with a abhorrent smile.
Aikz She's really a NOOB,DUMB,STUPID.

Just for coming out from carpark, it do used up my 30minutes.
I really wanna cracked my stering lurh. WTF time is gold leh.

I think they're right, Ya I was lack of patience.
piano,drawing,study or even wait for one's arrival too.

I really need to change it.
So here are my aims for 2010.

First, I wanna change my BAD TEMPER.

Second, I wanna be PATIENCE for everything.

Third, I wanna become SLIMMER,since grow taller is impossible.

Fourth, I wanna improve my DRIVING SKILL as it do really sucked.

Fifty, I wanna LOVE them,her,him fullhearted.

Actually I didn't really expect about that.
I never thought of their misunderstanding.

So embarrassed. Yaa really.
Sei yan tau.

But truthly my blood flow at a high speed in aorta lurh.
How about the other? How good If It' does.

Ohh thanks for everything and Thanks you here.

I do like the feel to make a simple gathering.
With old friends, Chigum choroma. =]

2010年1月30日星期六

If I was a boy.

Haiz, this is a memorable day again.
Here, I have a sigh with deep deep long long.

How good, If I was a boy.
Of course, I must have a handsome face lar.

Handsome face plus a great body shape,
Whoahh can kill many xiu mui mui leh.

Hoo I want to be a boy for my next lifetime.

*

Everything Will be alright yaa.

2010年1月29日星期五

Always Keep The Faith.





A GOOD TRY. =))

疑惧的心因你起 因我极爱你
其实太想捉紧你 所以会妒忌
蝴蝶永远太多 一刻找不到你
我都担心爱情已枯死

无事生非悲与喜 因我极爱你
难独占身边的你 所以会妒忌
轻敌永远太多 统统过分妩媚
我怎假装豁达也生气